Update on my LIFE

"blend with the sheep; hunt with the wolves"
~ from "The Rules of Work"

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Am taking a break from work, so here's a quick random update (not in any specific choronological order) on yours truly's life in brief for the *few weirdos who actually reads my blog and had the audacity 2 complain that yours truly isn't blogging regularly enough (of cos I am not! I have a life...where's yours?)

1. Went for a 3 days PURE SHOPPING trip in Bangkok....and only visited ONE shopping mall....scary huh. Don't even think about the amount of stuff that moi has bought or more to the point, the amount of MONEY spent. As an aside, moi's clothes has OUTGROWN moi's wardrobe, so I now need to get a new one. *grimace

2. Yours truly is totally and absolutely swamped with work (but what's new about that?); and moi will be leaving for China on 28 June for a short office trip, but will be contactable via msn since yours truly decided to lug my trusty laptop along with me. heavy...anyone wants to act as my porter?

3. Went to a gay bar last Friday (boring...), the only *interesting thing that happened was that moi met an ex-MALE colleague at the bar who either *really didn't see me or *pretended not to see me...and btw, the PERSON who wanted to go to the gay bar didn't turn up. I might not always show it (in fact, usually I dun...) but I am actually quite *pissed with him. Oh well. Shrug. Not impt person enough to give him a piece of my mind....*acting the bitch is reserved for selected people for very selective reasons.

4. Went to a BBQ bday party, food was a tad salty but quite okay, nice potato and WAY too much drinks; the atmosphere could be *better I guess. But no real complains, at least there were a great sea breeze and 2 guys in charge of cooking everything and serving us...

5. My grandmother has returned home from *rehab and moi is arranging for her home therapy.

6. Have another bday party to attend next month...again, lotsa strangers...hmm...maybe I should reflect on why lately yours truly seems unable to remain anti-social although of course, yours truly always have the option of going to a party and being anti-social.

7. Planning a bday party....or more to the point, have delegated the planning to____ and _____. Thanks! (not that I gave you 2 your any choice...but hey, I should at least be polite abt it...)

8. Went to pick wedding gowns with *Ms Nice and seriously, it took a WHOPPING 6 hours! OMG. Tell me again why people get hitched?

9. If you even managed to read to this point....I'm impressed at your nosiness....anything else you wana know....you would have to ask me...although yours truly can't fathom wat else anyone wld wanna know...

~ sheer

Idiotic Aunt!

"May I shoot my AUNT?"

Yours truly is angry, or more to the point, I am feeling *bitchy. Right now, yours truly can shoot someone in particular.

Someone has caused yours truly's mom a great deal of unnecessary pain and anger. And for that, yours truly is *determined to get back at her, relative or not. What right has my eldest aunt -who barely visits my grandma even while granny is is staying with us and only been to the rehab centre twice to see her - to criticise my mom, who goes to visit my grandma, 3 times a day, 7 days a week! What right has she to talk big and show no action. What right has she to say things that are untrue, ridiculous and a complete load of *bullshit, causing yours truly's mom to get angry to boiling point. Imagine my strong *mom with angry and upset tears. Bear in mind that yours truly's mom has high blood! Imagine me seeing my MOM in such a STATE.

In any case, if you are wondering how angry I am at the moment, to be honest, in terms of emotions, I am very calm and rational. But mentally, I am *plotting how to tell my aunt off when I next see her. If she dares to talk big in front of me and dare to *criticise my mom, trust me, you won't want to see how *bitchy moi can be.

Granted, yours truly is usually very moderate and rational, but do not imagine that yours truly is so *calm that I will allow anyone to *step on my mom. No way in hell.

So Auntie better be prepared. If I see her and if she dare say something against my mom, she damn well be prepared to face ME.

And in case you are wondering, when I get *bitchy, I can be really really bad. And when I get *bitchy on behalf of my mom....

Someone better run for cover. Because trust me, I believe in getting even..if not for myself, definitely always for my parents.

10s Poetry

If you can

If you can make that extra effort
And do that extra deed
At the perfect moment
When I am in the most
Need

If you can read my mood
To the dot
And able to comprehend
What I mean
And what I
Need

If you get grasp
Exactly when I need romance
And when I need logic
When I need rest
And when I need concern

Then we can date
Because how can I
Resist such a
You?

~ Yours truly