Yours truly is not a *sentimental fool, so never, in your evilness' blog life, has yours truly felt like being *mushy.
But right at this moment, yours truly must proclaim, thank you evilness, for I am blessed.
I am one-damn-fortunate-bitch.
Look at this way, I love my parents, I really do but while unconsciously, I always knew that I am lucky, coming from the oh-so-traditional-chinese family, we just don't hang words of endearment on our *lips.
But for the support my parents immediately gave when I thought of breaking my bond and repaying a horrendous amount of money, I am grateful. I mean, there was no talk of being responsible for one’s own decisions, but more of "I'll write you a cheque now". That's a relief. Even if its more in line of "we would love for you to resign like right now" kind of way. *grin*
Sometimes, yours truly feels that I think too much. After all, it's more me to weigh my decisions and to try to persevere in my choices, than it is my parents' demand of me. Maybe I just think too much. Imagine all the agonizing and my parents just say, "great, go ahead & quit. If money can solve your headache, it’s no longer a problem." Wow. *whistles*
So what was the value of the time and sheer effort of agonizing?
But then, I like me this way.
Thank you very much.
Fact is, I like people this way.
Decisions should not be frivolous made. Money should not be squandered without thought.
If there are more people like that, I suppose I might just possibly have more friends?
Maybe
Not.
Shrug.
Back to my initial point, after that detour to my current job status – which is probably very mundane *grimace* - yours truly is going to JAPAN tomorrow. Yes, being paid peanuts means that I should scrimp and not shop in Japan, but my parents seems rather worried about my finances.
Look at it this way, it is normal that yours truly's mom tries to give me money for the trip, but the fact that, *dear-absent-minded dad deliberately and consciously went to draw money to give me despite my attempts to turn it down, makes me so…..loved?
Isn't it nice to be me?
More importantly, isn't it great to have parents like mine? *smirk*
Thank evilness.
Someone out there likes me. *impertinently*
Bon voyage to me.
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Me
I am a student of life, growing older by the minutes. I would like to say that I graduated from the school of hard knocks but unfortunately, it is not true. I come from a happy family with supportive parents, so if you are looking for a manically depressed pessimistic cynic, get out of this space.
I may at times be more sardonic and sarcastic than I should, but I am an essentially happy person (it's hard to be always melodramatically depressed really). If that's a contradiction in terms, who cares. It's my prerogative to be contradictory if I want to. I confess that I enjoy reading, writing, intelligence, sharp wits and sarcasm. Very blue-stocking habits that would be terrible in Victorian times, but lucky me, this is modern days, or so it is called. My goals in life include being a cold-hearted bitch, a successful career woman aka swindler, a professional liar, and maybe someone you could bring home to meet mom, but only on my *rare days of sentimentality.
I may at times be more sardonic and sarcastic than I should, but I am an essentially happy person (it's hard to be always melodramatically depressed really). If that's a contradiction in terms, who cares. It's my prerogative to be contradictory if I want to. I confess that I enjoy reading, writing, intelligence, sharp wits and sarcasm. Very blue-stocking habits that would be terrible in Victorian times, but lucky me, this is modern days, or so it is called. My goals in life include being a cold-hearted bitch, a successful career woman aka swindler, a professional liar, and maybe someone you could bring home to meet mom, but only on my *rare days of sentimentality.
You
If you are reading this right now, then you are either a weird stalker whom I need to report immediately or just extremely bored. In any case, you are not likely to find this site (a) extremely enlightening, (b) extremely useful or (c) extremely exciting. I suggest that you take up a useful hobby like listening to music from an obscure place or studying UFOs. It will look good on your CV to be able to say I like music from so and so place, so obscure that no one has heard of it or I firmly believe in the existence of UFOs. Better entertainment and probably less offensive to society. Trust me on this.
4 comments:
lucky you & bon voyage.
btw, thisisnotpoetry has temporarily shifted to wordhord, just fyi.
cheers
yes, lucky me. *smug*
thanks for URL! very impt. *wink*
Sheer from Japan
lucky, lucky girl. When are you coming back?
I'll be back late on 31 May. *wink*
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